mind.in.a.box - Control скачать mp3

I cruise along and think I'm fine. I feel the waves and the sunshine. I lose myself and feel the tide. I feel your presence at my side. I feel no rush and think I am glad. and yet something still makes me sad. I feel it's someone else's stride, and I am just along for the ride. I could be fine and yet I strive, as though I'm tumbling down this endless hole. I know I'd like to lead my life, feeling that I'm really in control. I will look on as time just flies, content that I never ever might be whole. I feel so down and yet would rise, but I'm too scared that I might fall. I remember the day I tried, to remove the thorn in my side. I wanted to retain it all, I should have known it was your call. in the end I got it all, got it all wrong. much too desperate to hang on. it was the day I lost it all, lost it all. it was the day I lost control, lost control. when I lost control. when I lost control.